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독후감 대신 하게 되어 있는 Imitation인데, 기존 작품의 구조를 빌려 와서 자신이 하고 싶은 이야기를 쓰는 형식이다. 원작은 이카루스가 죽지 않았다는 내용의 글이지만, 갑자기 몇 단계의 연상 작용을 걸쳐서 이런 난감한 글을 쓰게 되었다.
...나름 우스울지도 모른다.
I swear, mother, I did NOT get an F on math.
What the math teacher never saw was this:
I left the exam paper blank;handed it in that way;through all the struggles I had to face in order to make my own answers seem logical;and was unable to settle down on any of my solutions. The shiny black strokes that my pencils made scattered and was rubbed away. They were carried on the soft breeze that blew across the classroom, miles away from the desk on which I was still clutching my frustrated brain. When the math teacher entered the classroom and swept the papers away from us and onto the desk, he found my examination paper awfully blank and white. But he did not ask whose it was, because there were faint traces of the struggle to figure it out.
And the answers were all correct.
But even during that time, even solving that difficult problems, even though I had come to the verge of losing myself with the fear of F and of retaking the class…the impact was enormous. And I started playing computer games. And I have bitten all my nails. And I picked my nose until it bled so much that my whole math textbook turned red from its color. And I quarreled with an old friend. And I suffered a total breakdown.
When I awoke in my house, I could not tell my grades, could not relate the facts of the exam period, could not offer a clue to where I had done wrong, who the culprit was, what I could do to make up for it.
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